hurt

Well...

the other day Blake and I were having a disagreement about something, ... I don't even remember.. upon reflecting on the past which I find is a super way to add fuel to the already raging fire... I probably wasn't nice.. because I enjoy a good heated argument once in a while.. well.. I like what happens after... :-O
this time was different.. he told me before I started loosing the weight he was not attracted to me and sometimes embarrassed to go out with me.. Seriously? fuck you buddy... fung goo....

I was just really hurt... and it's still bothering me even though he's still apologizing for it, and saying he shouldn't have told me... however... its over...  but sometimes words cut you a little deeper then you had thought.